Burned Out Again

I am getting burned out again.

I just don’t feel like programming / focusing

I’d rather like to put my energy in Minecraft or going outside and having fun, which is actually an improvement.

Programming too much is bad for me. I just don’t take care of myself.

When I don’t have this pleasure that I get from programming, then, I start to seek it outside of it and my life starts to change.

Obviously, that’s not good for the long term. But for the past 2-3 weeks I have been like this.

Idk. I don’t feel good, because I feel like I am letting down my co-founder (for lack of a better term) but he seems fine with it.

I want to come back and do programming, but it’s only because I don’t want to let him down.

So today, I picked a ticket. Figured out I wasn’t the right person to implement it. Did the same thing with another one. Same thing.

There is a new one that’ll be fun to implement. I should focus on the technicalities rather than achieving a specific goal, because actually, the goal of this project is pretty much achieved; we just need to add features to make “management” happy.

From now on, it’s only going up… $$$.

Too bad I’m burned out at the moment it’s about to increase so much.