Psychedelics
Hello!
Today I would like to talk about psychedelics.
I’ve never been a huge consumer, right.
I just took some DMT, 2-cb-fly, 2-cb, DCK (kinda like Ketamine), MDMA, etc.
I didn’t really keep track.
But each time, it was a positive experience (except when I burned my lungs a few times).
I got my hands on 5-meo-DMT, one of the strongest psychedelics on the planet.
I took it 2 times so far, at fairly low doses, because last experience I had with it was not the best. It just gives this intense feeling of just… bad. You feel like you get nausea and that you’re going to die at the same time.
So when I took it for the first time this year, even at a low dose, it was fairly overwhelming. Some people can call it “body load”, I call it “feeling like you’re about to die”.
In the end, it’s a similar feeling to Seretoninergic drugs like triptans, a migraine medicine.
A first it makes you feel like badly, and with time, the body learns to tolerate it.
So yeah. Second time was a bit nicer, my body hurt less and it was less distracted.
I ended up talking at night while my girlfriend was asleep… just random stuff I’ve been thinking and feeling but maybe have not enough courage to say.
It was kind of like a therapy session or a conversation with an old friend, but alone in my bed.
Again I had this “bad feeling” but it was far more less present than last time.
In the end I feel like I got some stuff off my chest and I can go forward a bit lighter.
The next day, I had this uncanny experience of being excited for my girlfriend about something that she didn’t realize.
(She was featured on an Instagram story, and she didn’t realize but it was a really cool milestone!)
So I was more excited than her.
In the end that’s the effect I’m looking for from psychedelics; being able to feel more positive emotions and leaving the past behind. Kind of like shedding dead ski, and she didn’t realize but it was a really cool milestone!)
So I was more excited than her.
In the end that’s the effect I’m looking for from psychedelics; being able to feel more positive emotions and leaving the past behind. Kind of like shedding dead skin.
Conclusion: don’t be shy, take DMT!